All is Lost....

"I'm sorry...

...I know that means little at this point, but I am.

I tried, I think you would all agree that I tried. To be true, to be strong, to be kind, to love, to be right.

But I wasn't. And I know you knew this. In each of your ways.

And I am sorry.

All is lost here... except for soul and body... that is, what's left of them... and a half-day's ration. It's inexcusable really, I know that now. How it could have taken this long to admit that I'm not sure... but it did. I fought 'til the end, I'm not sure what this worth, but know that I did.

I have always hoped for more for you all... I will miss you.

I'm sorry."